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Category Archives: Photography
The Waiting Room
This is my new blog, The Waiting Room Project. I began the project three years ago while I was waiting for Jake at a doctor’s appointment. I started photographing the waiting rooms I frequently found myself in. It blossomed into … Continue reading
Posted in Jake Colman, Memory, Photography
Tagged grievingdad, lifegoeson, lossofason, memory, onedayatatime, photographicjournal, self-portrait
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December 28, 2015
Yesterday marked the second anniversary of Jake’s passing. Last year on this day, I wrote a long post about the first year, and what lessons I learned. I don’t have much new to report this year. My cousin is here … Continue reading
Posted in Coping, Food, Friends and Family, Honoring Jake, Jake Colman, Observations, Photography, Progress
Tagged Grief, grievingdad, lessons, movingforward, new normal, newyears
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This is Why
Please take 55 seconds to watch this video produced by the students at Venice Arts that explains why you need to subscribe to their YouTube channel. It will only take a moment, and will benefit the program in so many ways. … Continue reading
Posted in Honoring Jake, Jake Colman, Photography, Support
Tagged greenscreen, helpinghand, mediaarts, producdtionspace, venicearts, youngfilmmakers, youtube
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You Can Make a Difference – Please Help
Readers of this blog will know that I volunteer at an organization called Venice Arts, helping young people express themselves through photography. Currently I mentor in an “Old School” photography class and teach black and white darkroom techniques to middle … Continue reading
Posted in Honoring Jake, Jake Colman, Photography, Support
Tagged filmmaking, photography, venicearts, youngartists, youtube
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Still in the Dark
Yesterday was October 28th. Ten months since our son died. I wasn’t really aware of the date until today, but my body knew what day it was. I woke up early to take a friend to the airport. Returning home, … Continue reading
Posted in Honoring Jake, Jake Colman, Photography, Sadness
Tagged art, blackandwhitephotography, darkroom, grievingdad, mentor, volunteer
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The New Header Photo
Jake made this photo of a carousel, taken in London’s Covent Garden, during our last trip to England. It was 2006, the year of our family adventure in Italy. Jake attended a month-long cooking and language school in Bologna and we … Continue reading
Posted in Food, Jake Colman, Jake's Spirit, Memory, Photography
Tagged carousel, cornishpasties, Coventgarden, England, missingmyson, photography, travel
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Ojai Vignettes, Part 1
Driving north on Highway 1 again. Through the same blackened and blasted landscape of six weeks ago. Today, the charred hillsides wore the gauzy green mantle of new growth that signifies Spring in California. My internal landscape was slightly less … Continue reading
Posted in Daily Ramblings, Food, Honoring Jake, Jake Colman, Memory, Photography, Sadness
Tagged deathofason, farmer'smarket, grievingfather, Irishmusic, lossofachild, Ojai, shabbat, spring
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Just Grinding Along
Yeah, that’s how these past few days felt. Just grinding along. Crossing off the days one by one. I have settled into a sort of routine now. Up at 6:35 during the week. Shul by 6:45, Kaddish, and home by 7:15. … Continue reading
Posted in Coping, Daily Ramblings, Dreams, Healing, Honoring Jake, Jake Colman, Photography, Progress
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What’s the Lesson?
This morning I found this post and photo on my Facebook feed from Jessie E., (the girl in the lower left of the picture) a long time friend of Jake’s: Liebe Ed and Terry, I am currently in the process … Continue reading
Morning, Afternoon, Evening
Mornings are the hardest. Except it gets bad in the afternoon, and evenings are the worst. There is no time of day when I don’t miss him. What concerns me, is that as time slides by, I don’t miss him … Continue reading
Posted in Coping, Daily Ramblings, Food, Friends and Family, Golf, Grief, Healing, Jake Colman, Jake's Library, Jake's Spirit, Memory, Photography, Progress, Sadness
Tagged coping, daybyday, death, grievingparent, lossofachild, sparksofmemory, suddenloss, tragicloss
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